Saturday, January 02, 2010

Choose to Pause

December 26th has always been my favorite day of the year. Of course this makes no sense to my kids. They can't imagine any day being better than Christmas.

But for me, it's about the "pause." It's knowing I don't have to go anywhere or do anything. There is no rush, no requirement. We can stay in our PJs all day if we want and play with our new toys; we can leisurely put things away or just make piles all over the house. We can nap; not answer the phone; pretend the whole world has stopped.

That's what happened when Christ was born: the world stopped. Everything changed. Hope came down; peace became possible; love held new meaning. Of course the world has turned it all around and made Christmas so hectic that there seems no time for pause. In our rush, mankind even abbreviates it: "XMAS." We literally "cross" the Christ out of Christmas.

No matter how many things I have to do in the month of December, I refuse to scribble through the word "Christmas". It is about Christ's coming and I will not cross that out. My entire life went on "pause" when Christ came into it. When God showed up on the path of my days, it's as if someone took a picture that I forever treasure in my mind -- it was the turning point. It was the end of the darkness and the beginning of the light. I can see it in my mind and my desire is to return to it always.

My husband Shane got a great gift from Santa this year: a picture of a baby pine growing up out of the snow in the shape of a cross -- beneath which it is written, "Christmas began in the heart of God." "I wish we could keep this up all year," Shane said. Maybe we will. Maybe it would make us pause. God designed Christmas for the "pause," for the time to reflect on the Savior of the world and the very personal meaning of His coming in each of our lives.

The world will not tell us to slow down, so it is up to us to create the time to sit around the tree and recall the memories each ornament represents; to make the time to read stories in front of the fire with our children or write down the thoughts of our hearts in love letters to those we cherish; to intentionally carve out the time to snuggle up with the Word and fill our cups with Living Water; to make the time to jot down goals for a new year and a new season; to put the world on "pause."

I hope you take the time to pause before the New Year ... and take time throughout the year ... to pause.

Merry Christmas and Best to you 2010,

Jen